I am a huge ass hole.
My grandmother was insane and extremely sick last autumn, and she stayed with us for about 2 months. During this time, both my mother and father had to leave. My dad's mother came to stay with us. I used to like her better than my other grandma, but now I hate them both. They're ignorant and old. I know I should respect them, but I can't and won't.
I now feel horrible. My grandmother got sick again and almost died. I wasn't concerned in the least. She had been living with us for about 4 months and she bugged the crap out of me. I didn't care that she was dying. Am I emotionally dead? Is this how lots of people feel, and just never say? Everyone else was worried sick, and I was disappointed when she got better and came back to live with us. What the hell is wrong with me?
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This is normal. Try not to over-disguise this, as that'd be disingenuous!
Maybe she's not actually a nice person.