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“I leave the house about once every two or three days, and this is typically just a 20 minute run up to the store. I talk to a friend about once a month. My days are spent sitting in front of the computer, talking online, playing games and looking at stupid pictures. It's all so pointless.
I got drunk with a friend a couple of weeks ago. I honestly didn't know how to act. I had nothing to talk about. I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to incorporate myself back in to the real world.
If there was somebody I was with a lot of the time, such as a girlfriend or best friend, I'd be so much better off. But right now I just feel completely isolated from the world. It's not going to change on it's own and I've been making attempts in the last few weeks, but it's not working properly. It reminds me of a movie I once saw.
I can normally keep my mind busy enough that I don't care. Lately though, it's really taking a toll on me. I'm ready to die.
I get so sad when I see people doing the things I used to do. Truly having fun, laughing with each other, having real relationships. I'm just a brain attached to a keyboard. I'm not important to anybody or anything. I'm not happy. Beyond those two things, is there really any point to being alive?
I don't know how much longer I can hold out, waiting for change. I have to make the change myself, and I can't. God help me.”
8 Comments
Cancel your internet connection....you won't change,but we won't have to respond to such boring shit
Hey, with all the internet porn these days, what's the point of leaving your house. Just grab a fleshlight, some movies and keep rubbing one off until you're dead.
You can have a purpose in life. Many of us have felt the same. Being part of a capitalist world means you have to eat your neighbors and act as they do. That is a lot of pressure. Hang in there. Logic will take over and all people will have a place just as soon as America really becomes free.
quitting is the easiest, just don't! stand up, drop the computer and definitely start working out. all you need is a purpose, some perseverance and adrenaline.
Get some thyroxine in you!
Chumpy is right, nobody wants you to die... nobody really cares... but that's just cuz no one knows you exist... and there is none to blame for that but yourself!
You need to walk outside and meet somebody. Anybody! They will care. People would care about you if they knew you existed! If you just make the slightest effort be part of their lives, instead of making fake confessions on some anonymous joke confession site!
Get a life! Don't throw one away!
Man, there is help out there. If you can't get off the keyboard. Then look in to cyber groups that can help you through this depression. Nobody wants you to die.
You could try picking up a hooker?